Something New is coming soon!

The countdown is on! It’s hard for me to believe, but Something New, Book 2 in my brand new The Second Chance Shop series, releases in just 19 more sleeps! If you’ve already read Book 1, Something Old, I suspect you’re looking forward to it immensely (or so I hope, LOL)! But if you haven’t, don’t worry. Just like all my “series” books, Something New is a wonderfully satisfying standalone story in its own right.

To celebrate being so close to launch day – and to wet your whistle a bit 😄 – I thought it would be fun to share a sneak preview! So on that note, without further ado, here is Something New, chapters 1 and 2. Enjoy!

Chapter 1

Early morning wasn’t the best chance of reaching her daughter, but it had been weeks without contact of any kind, so now Gwen was trying—literally—morning, noon, and night.

“Come on, Lily. Come on. Pick up,” she whispered.

“We’re sorry. Your call did not go through. Please try your call again.” The robotic voice pushed Gwen’s heart, already weighed down with ever-present grief and worry, even lower. It was impossible to tell what getting the robot meant. That Lily’s phone was turned off? That she was out of minutes or battery? That she no longer had her phone? Those were the only options Gwen let herself contemplate—No, wait. That wasn’t quite true. She also let herself think that maybe Lily had a text-only plan.

Acting with a hopefulness she didn’t truly feel, Gwen texted—opting for short and to the point this time, since in her last series of texts she had tried, by turns, imploring, heartfelt, and newsy—and each failed to yield any type of response. “Just let us know you’re OK.”

She waited a moment, then slid her phone into the pocket of her hooded sweatshirt and exited the washroom. She needed to shake a leg or the kids would be late. Taking a deep breath and putting a smile on her face, Gwen got on with things.

 The snow had finally melted, and the outside world was slowly turning green, but the early March mornings were still frigid. She always felt badly that schools in the north had “spring” break at such a cold time of year—and now, just as everyone was heading back to class, the temperatures would rise. Gwen made sure the three kids were zipped into their winter jackets, then planted a kiss on Zena’s strawberry blonde crown and one on Zach’s ear. She’d been aiming for the top of his auburn brush cut, but he’d wiggled away. Pillar tilted her forehead up, too, waiting for her turn, which made Gwen blink away tears. Nine years old and still so sweet. She gave Pillar two kisses—one above each eyebrow, where her baby-soft skin was pulled tight from double French braids that the little girl had carefully plaited all by herself.

“Have a great day, sweetie.”

“You too, Grandma,” Pillar said in her quiet, serious way. Then a small furrow knit her brow. “Grandma?”

 “Yes, hon?”

“How sick do you have to be to stay home from school?”  

Gwen, distracted by a search for Zena’s boots, threw her full attention back to Pillar. This was strange. The three kids were never ill. Physically, they were as healthy and active as little goats. “Don’t you feel well?”

“No, I’m fine. I’m just wondering.”

Gwen rested the back of her hand gently on Pillar’s forehead. She didn’t feel warm, and she’d eaten a hearty breakfast with no complaints . . . “If you even feel a little bit sick, you can stay home, okay? Just call me.”

Pillar nodded and looked . . . relieved. A niggle of worry squirmed in Gwen’s stomach, but she forced herself to not overreact. It wasn’t healthy for her—or the kids—to constantly assume something terrible was coming. Besides, classrooms were germ factories. It would be more abnormal if the kids didn’t feel subpar occasionally.

Confirming Zena was still holding her lunch kit, Gwen grabbed Zach’s backpack and passed it to him—for the third time in as many minutes. Then she handed Pillar a sealed envelope with cash for a month’s worth of hot lunch Fridays. She suspected most people used e-Transfer these days and made a mental note to check with the school to see if that was something she should do in the future. 

“Have a good day, guys. Walk fast, so you’re not late.”

The trio nodded in unison.

“Zena, I’ll pick you up after kindergarten. Pillar, hon. It’s swimming lesson day. Come straight home, and—”

“Make sure I bring Zach with me, I know. I won’t forget. I promise,” said Pillar in her earnest, serious way, without even a hint of impatience, sarcasm or cheek—and Gwen wished for about the billionth time the little girl hadn’t had to grow up being so responsible, yet at the same was supremely grateful that she was.

And then the kids were out the door in a rush, eager to meet up with their friends.

Gwen shut the door and leaned against it, closing her eyes briefly. Really, it was all going smoothly. Not that much different than—

A panicked rap-rap-rap jolted Gwen from her thoughts. She opened the door to find Zach, his elfin face pale with stress and his beautiful gray eyes pools of concern.

He launched himself into her stomach, wrapping his skinny arms around her waist like he was holding on for dear life. “I forgot to say I love you.”

Gwen staggered a little with the impact but hugged him back just as tightly. “Oh, sweet boy. I love you too.”

He released her, still looking close to tears. “I just don’t want you to forget,” he said in a small voice, quite unlike his usual boisterous one. 

Gwen smiled, though her heart felt like it was cracking. “I won’t, I promise—and you don’t forget what I said either.”

Zach nodded, and then, in the way of small children, rallied quickly—or so Gwen desperately hoped was the case; let him, let them, rally quickly—and ran to catch up with his sisters. He turned back for a second as he reached the sidewalk, and Gwen gave him a cheerful wave.

Oh, yeah, Gwen thought sarcastically as her moment-ago thought came back to her. Not that much different than before—except this time around, she was Grandma, not mom. Plus, she had no husband to help her and way less confidence with the whole kid-raising thing. She and Mick had always been such a united team—on all fronts, work and play. How could she manage this new development in her life without him? She wanted to sink to the floor, but the memory of Zach’s desperate grip held her up. She didn’t have time for self-pity. She had two and a half hours before she needed to leave to pick up Zena and about five hours of chores to do in that time.

Going over her mental list, she decided laundry, bills, bathrooms, and groceries were the top priorities. On her way to grab the kids’ dirty clothes—reminding herself that their swim stuff was the critical load—Gwen paused by the bedroom Lily had claimed before she’d taken off this last time.

For a breath, she pretended she wasn’t going to give in, but then she realized that charade would only waste more precious seconds.

She pushed the door open and stepped into the shadowy room, then flicked on the light, though it wasn’t necessary. She had every detail committed to memory, from the small burn mark Lily had left in the carpeting by the window and the immaculately made bed with its sea glass coloured duvet and pillow set, to the collection of framed pictures that always made Gwen feel like her heart was bleeding.

Gwen walked over to the set of framed pictures, the way she always did every single time she entered this room, despite the pain. Her ritual.

In one photo, Lily, Pillar, Zach, and Zena sat on a driftwood log by the river. They were all beaming, and Lily’s pretty, apple-cheeked face, so like Zena’s, gave no clue of the troubles plaguing her thinking or the addictions slowly consuming her. Gwen pressed a hand to her chest, trying to calm her now-racing heartbeat. What clues had she missed when Lily might have been more open to help? How had she failed her so badly?  

In another picture—from just three Christmases ago—Lily, plus Gwen’s other two children, Ryan, her eldest, and Sage, the baby, pulled funny faces, each decked out in “ugly” Christmas sweaters that Gwen had secretly thought were adorable. It was a heartwarming picture that always made her smile, even as she sighed. None of them had a clue then that Mick, their healthy, happy-go-lucky father and Gwen’s husband of nearly thirty years, would be stolen by an aneurysm less than a week after taking that picture. Even more shocking to Gwen’s unsuspecting self would’ve been the knowledge that, hard as it still was, it would be the least of the heartbreak she’d soon face.   

Last but not least, the third picture: newborn Lily in Mick’s lap staring up at him with that intense, studious way babies have—and young Mick’s face soft with awe and love. Gwen inhaled sharply, stabbed with a vicious double-sided blade of happiness and sorrow at seeing them both unguarded, healthy, whole, full of love.

Suddenly, Gwen couldn’t bear it for one more minute. It was time to clear out this room and let one of her grandkids have it. She gathered the three framed treasured-and-despised reminders to her chest.

Bring them back to me, she prayed in her in head, holding the pictures close. Bring them back. But Mick was gone. And Lily? She was too, and Gwen, if she was honest with herself—something she tried to be—was losing hope that her middle child would ever truly return in any meaningful way. Sometimes Gwen, as much as she missed Mick, thought it was a mercy he had died before they’d ever known how bad Lily would get.

That laundry isn’t going to wash itself. The practical thought, her mind’s usual bent, popped into Gwen’s head and she latched onto it. It really wouldn’t. Slipping back across the hall, she stashed the framed photos in the top drawer of her dresser—not bothering to pretend to herself that she wouldn’t still look at them every day—and got busy.

Load laundry with swimsuits and towels. Check.

Make a grocery list. Check.

Pay bills. Check.

Pare down grocery list. It would be good to use up some of the weird things she had in the pantry and freezer, anyway. Check.

Water new seedlings and check the trays’ temperatures, etc.—without dawdling over them this time. Check.

Wipe down bathrooms. Check.

First load of laundry into dryer. Second load on to wash. Check and check.

Gwen glanced down at her Fitbit, but not to monitor her steps. She wasn’t worried about that. She always got her minimum in. No, it was the time she was after. Shoot! It was good she’d checked. She’d have to shop after she picked up Zena. She’d cut it too close otherwise. Zena was an easygoing, patient kind of kid, but she panicked if she couldn’t see Gwen waiting for her outside the classroom door before the bell even rang—and Gwen didn’t blame her, so she made sure she was never late.

Still, having to push back the grocery shop wasn’t all bad. It left her with enough time to wet mop the kitchen and dining room’s espresso brown flooring—an almost daily necessity. The duplex’s flooring was a feature that caught her eye when she was looking to buy a place for her and the kids. Now she was less enamoured with it. It was pretty, yes, but wow, did the dark, glossy surface ever show dust and dirt of every kind. She set a timer on the stove, so she wouldn’t get caught up in something else and forget to leave in time for Zena, then grabbed the mop.

Truth was, Gwen welcomed chores of any and every kind. Busywork helped distract her from all the fears that she couldn’t quite hold at bay these days. Fears that she couldn’t do this. Couldn’t raise three kids again—three kids hurt and traumatized by their mom’s desertion and who knew what all else they’d experienced or been exposed to. And raise them by herself, at that. On a limited income . . . And then there was the obvious fact that she’d clearly failed Lily somehow—and failed her when she had a lot more energy for parenting and was much more “in the loop” with current issues and other parents. What if she failed her grandkids, too? And how could she not when she couldn’t even narrow down what she and Mick had gotten so wrong? Okay, perhaps chores weren’t a successful distraction today, after all. It would help, maybe, if she had someone to talk to about any of this. But there was no-one.

She couldn’t put it on her other two kids. For one, they were both in Vancouver—so a good sixteen-hour drive or expensive flight away. For two, this was their time to build their own lives. Ryan was just out of law school and putting in crazy hours articling at a downtown firm. Sage was in the last year of her undergrad and juggling full-time work because she wanted to do her Master’s right away. Gwen was proud of them—and they were close, texting almost daily and calling every other weekend at the very least. But their nieces and nephew weren’t their responsibility. Full stop.

And she couldn’t burden her sister Patricia, who also lived in the lower mainland—too far away to offer more than an ear, but even that felt like too much for Gwen to ask for. Trish was up to her armpits in stress of her own as she juggled her career, issues with her two teenage boys, and a rocky patch in her marriage, all while also bearing the brunt of caring for her and Gwen’s aging dad. He was still living on his own and was generally healthy enough but had given them a scare recently. He’d been hospitalized for what they thought was dementia but turned out to be dehydration—so not life threatening exactly, though the fact that he hadn’t been making sure he ate or drank enough day-to-day was very serious in itself. If anything, Gwen should do a better job of being there for Trish.  

Her best friend had moved recently—to Costa Rica, of all things! And though they kept up via social media, it wasn’t the same as when they could just pop over to each other’s house for coffee. Her other friends, most of whom she’d known since elementary school, were lovely and kind—but in totally different places in life than she was. They were where she and Mick had been—anticipating empty nests, second phases of life, and retirement. They expressed sympathy about Gwen’s new role but didn’t really get it—something that might be her own fault. After all, she hadn’t really spelled anything out for them. She didn’t want them to judge Lily or think less of her. If Lily came back, got her act together, Gwen didn’t want her to have to overcome gossip.

You’re supposed to be being honest, Gwen’s brain inserted. She flinched. Okay, okay. All that was true about why she hadn’t told her friends every little detail. It was also true, however, that if the phone calls and invitations to “girls’ nights” and “wine Wednesdays” hadn’t pretty much stopped cold turkey once word got out that Gwen had three kids under ten at home again, she might’ve been more likely to share the intimate details of her life.

The stove’s timer shrieked. Gwen jumped, then relief at being yanked out of her pity party poured through her. Raising your grandkids in Lily’s absence is your choice, she reminded herself, and in a strange way, even a privilege.

As she grabbed her grocery list from the counter and her purse from the console table in the entranceway, Gwen did what she always did when sadness over Lily and accompanying doubts and insecurities tormented her. She called Pillar, Zach, and Zena’s sweet faces to mind. Doing so always gave her comfort and bolstered her resolve. She would never stop hoping that Lily turned herself around, but in the meantime, she’d be the rock in the storm that her grandkids needed. She would do her best for them and hope and pray that this time it was enough.

Hitting lock on the keypad by the front door, Gwen headed out to claim Zena.

Chapter 2

Daniel grunted with annoyance as he climbed out from behind the steering wheel of the over-packed minivan and surveyed their new home. Ben and Ashlee had bolted from the vehicle the minute the tires stopped rolling, unlocked the front door as asked—then unhelpfully dumped the keys outside the door and disappeared inside. They were champing at the bit to explore their new digs, or—more likely—eager to fight over the three nearly identical bedrooms upstairs. Daniel would have appreciated his eleven-year-old twins to at least have offered to help bring in boxes from the van, but then again . . . After a fifteen-hour drive from Prince George that should’ve only taken seven or eight hours max, except that they’d blown a tire and had to get a tow because the spare was a dud too, they were all a little cross from too much together time.

“Chill, man. Chill,” he muttered under his breath. “It’s all gonna be okay.” And it really was. Because it had to be. He pushed his hand through his hair—and doing so reminded him he’d wanted to get a haircut before starting his new job on Monday. Rats, but nothing he could do about it now. It was a good thing most people expected IT guys to be a little more casual in appearance.

He took a deep breath, exhaled through his nose, and started hefting boxes from the van and dumping them into his newly acquired house—or half a house? What did you call owning half a duplex? Hopefully not the biggest financial mistake in his life. He could see the pros of sharing roof maintenance, etc. with someone else, and since the place was brand-new—the only finished and sold one in a brand-new subdivision that was still mostly dirt and vacant lots—hopefully, there wouldn’t be any serious maintenance needed for a while.

But what if the person who owned the other side was a nut job, an utter slob, or even just a totally nice person but one whose lifestyle didn’t jibe with his? Oh, well . . . He’d just have to wait and see and hope for the best. He’d considered renting, but rent in Greenridge was astronomical—and the vacancy rate was near zero. Besides, with all the recent changes in the kids’ lives, the sooner he could give them a sense of stability again, the better. Detached dwellings’ prices were also through the roof here. Buying the duplex was the only thing that had made financial sense, especially with his other expenses. And if his neighbor was a nightmare? Well, it wasn’t like he hadn’t lived with a nightmare before. At least this time, there’d be soundproof walls and exterior doors with locks separating them.

The bitter, inner joking brought him no pleasure. All it did was slam Erin to the front of his thoughts. The truth was that he’d loved the life they’d built together and thought she had, too. The only people more stunned and heartbroken by her double life and seemingly over-night decision to up and leave once it all came to light were Ben and Ashlee. Once his initial shock had worn off, that was what had bothered him most—and that was still what bothered him most.

Daniel could understand his wife falling out of love with him. He could even understand the lure of a new romance—okay, he couldn’t, not personally. But he intellectually comprehended that adultery was statistically responsible for twenty to forty percent of divorces in North America. Erin hated when he referred to statistics—so doing so now, even just in his own head, gave him a grim sort of satisfaction. What he couldn’t wrap his mind around—and never would—was how Erin hadn’t just left him. She’d abandoned Ben and Ashlee. For some creep on the Internet—after she was found guilty of embezzling almost a hundred thousand dollars from the non-profit she worked for. It didn’t matter how many times Daniel thought about it, it was always . . . a shock.

So yes, he mourned their old life together even as he fought to come to terms with the fact that it had never really existed the way he thought it had. Fourteen years together—twelve legally married—and he’d never truly known her. She was a completely different person from who he’d thought she was.

Daniel reached into the van’s back bench; it was empty. He went around the back of the vehicle again. Not a box to be found. He’d cleared the whole van already. Sadness and disappointment were good for something, at least. He got chores done like a workhorse these days.

Fighting to clear his head so that he’d be able to maintain an outward front of calm optimism for his kids, he paused on the front stoop before entering the house and studied his adjoined neighbor’s front entrance and yard.

Deep breath in. He’d heard Ashlee casually refer to him as “Sad Dad”the other day, like it was his actual name, and he wanted to nip that in the bud.

Deep breath out. Whoever lived next door had already made some small personal changes. Unlike the plain gray exterior door on his own unit, the neighbor’s was a vibrant turquoise. He didn’t hate it.

Deep breath in. Also, where his front yard was a small dingy rectangle of winter-dead grass, next door’s was vigorously raked and already looking green.

Breath out. Most surprising of all—and despite the fact that winter was barely past and there was every chance they could still face another snowfall before it was truly gone—tiny shoots of brilliant celadon green showed in patches in a carefully turned flower bed and around the base of a currently leafless, dormant tree. Daniel wasn’t much of a gardener himself, but his mom, dad, sister, and brother—so his entire family—were obsessed, and he couldn’t help picking up a few things. This house was barely a season old, yet the neighbor had already established crocus and narcissi. Bizarrely—and maybe a little pathetically—it made him feel a small burst of affinity for the unknown someone living next door. Was it too much to ask that in this one little thing, he’d be right? That his neighbor wouldn’t be terrible?

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

I hope you enjoyed this sneak preview of Something New and if you haven’t already pre-ordered yourself this fall reading treat, I hope you will! I really think you’ll love Gwen and Daniel’s story. 🥰

Claim your copy now and have it waiting for you with your morning coffee or tea on October 12th!


Summer Reading Challenge!

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Hello and happy June, fellow readers and book lovers! I’m shocked to say that my little normally-shady-and-cool (aka COLD) corner of the world has a heat wave warning. Will wonders never cease?! Anyway, I decided that our long, lovely summer reading days (daze!) call for something special – and here it is: The Cabin’s first Summer Reading Challenge extraordinaire.

If you haven’t joined me at The Cabin yet, you’ll want to! (Or you’ll want to if you want a chance to enter to win prizes, that is. You could also print off the challenge and just do it for fun and personal bragging rights! (If you do the latter, drop me a line in comments to let me know you’re doing it. I hope you have a blast!)


Summer Reading Challenge starts June 21 and ends September 3, 2021.

Any format of book (eBook, paper, audio), including ARCs are fine, but all books for this Summer Challenge must be read between June 21 (our start day) and September 3. (So books read before June 21 don’t count.)


Complete one or all – in any order you want! 📚💕📚

1. A book with the ocean or a beach on its cover 

2. A book with a mostly blue cover

3. Something Old by Ev Bishop (If you’ve already read it, say so for one entry!) 

4. River’s Sigh B & B novels (One entry per book. If you’ve already read all eight – woohoo! Enter them all separately in the thread for one entry per book!) 

5. A book recommended by a friend

6. A book with a one word title

7. A non-fiction book

8. At least three poems by Mary Oliver

9. A thriller or suspense

10. A mystery

11. A romance 

12. Read outside (anywhere – your deck, the lake, a chair by your door! – for at least 30 minutes). 

13. Celebrate Christmas in July! Read a Christmas romance in  . . . you got it. July!

14. A book with a title that starts with the first letter of your name 

15. A book that takes place in a different country than where you live

16. A book you already own (in any format) but haven’t read yet

17. A book set in the summer

18. A novel about friends

19. A book featuring a mother and daughter(s)

20. A book with pets in it

THE PRIZES!!!!

The biggest reward is a summer full of reading fun, of course! 😀📚💕📚 That said, I have some other goodies in store that might make your little bookish hearts sing!

Every Friday in July and August, there will be a random draw for a $5.00 gift card (for Amazon or Barnes and Noble – winner’s choice). Anybody who has entered the challenge by the draw dates so far will be automatically entered for a chance to win. Their name will stay in for the subsequent draws.

At the end of the challenge (midnight PST September 3), you will be entered in the main draws as many times as you’ve completed a category.

For example, if Anna Reads completed three categories of the challenge, her name would be entered three times. If Paige Turner completed six categories, her name would be entered six times. 

Maximum entries per person: 27 (because there are 20 categories, but #4 has eight possible entries)

Grand prizes: 

5 lucky winners will receive  a signed Ev Bishop paperback of their choice, a book lover’s key chain, and other fun book swag. 

1 lucky winner will receive the FULL River’s Sigh B & B series (all eight books!) in paperback and signed,  a book lover’s key chain, and other fun book swag. 

 **Grand prize winners will be announced on or before Sept. 10, 2021. 


***To qualify for prizes, you must join The Cabin and enter each category you complete in the Summer Reading Challenge thread. You can also read all the official (and very easy!) rules there.

Wishing you a wonderful summer and super happy (challenging, LOL) reading!

😊 Ev

New beginnings

I wanted to begin this post with “Hello, happy late May – late May?! Where does time go?” but seeing as I start out almost every greeting that way, LOL, we’ll just agree that time disappears and be done with it.

For me, this month’s time-stealing activities all center around two things: garden/yard work (yay!) and the first deadline for Something New, Book 2 in my new series, The Second Chance Shop (also yay!) 😊

If you’ve been busy outdoors too, you might relate to my sore butt and stiff body. Readjusting to long physical days after sedentary winter always takes me a bit . . . but the upside is that when evening comes, I’ve really earned my book and glass (or two!) of wine. On that note, I thought I’d share a bit of exciting news – and a lead to new well-earned reads for you.  

Something Old was selected as a recommended read by Books2Read in their “New Beginnings” promotion, where each included book involves a fresh start or new beginning of some kind. You’ll find Something Old in the Independent Women category (which suits it – and me – to a T! 😁). I’m beyond honored by the amazing lineup of books and authors I’m rubbing shoulders with!

Have fun checking out the various categories here and treating yourself to new books, whether you’ve “earned” them or not, LOL.

Hoping you and yours are well, and wishing you a wonderful spring and very happy reading!

😊 Ev

See you at The Cabin!

Ever since I was little, I’ve dreamed of having my own cabin (by a lake). Even very young, I loved the idea of “getting away from it all,” perhaps taking close friends or family with me, perhaps not . . . always having a ton of books to keep me company. When asked the age-old what-are-you-up-to-this-weekend question, I longed to be able to smile casually and say, “Oh, you know . . . heading to The Cabin.”

That dream (still not a reality, LOL), combined with e-mails from some of you earlier this year, wanting a way to connect and share life and bookish news and fun in a more frequent manner, with more back and forth interaction than newsletters allow – but who DON’T use Facebook – got me thinking. My literal cabin getaway might be a ways away . . . but nothing was stopping me from creating my own ONLINE CABIN and inviting you to all use it and enjoy it whenever you like.

So . . . let me present to you: The Cabin. A community for you, my treasured, so-appreciated readers, that’s ad-free and doesn’t infringe on your privacy or take liberties with your data and personal private information. For those of you who love other forms of Social Media, don’t worry, I’ll still have a presence on the big ones (especially Soul Sisters Book Chat). The Cabin is something for all of us, however, including those uncomfortable with (or tired of) Social Media – a safe and cheery online place for every book lover to hang out! Bookworms unite! 

What can you expect at The Cabin?

An awesome time, always! Visit The Cabin to:

  • Get exclusive content and conversations you can’t find anywhere else.
  • Meet people who share your interests who live near you, who do the same things, or who care about the same topics.
  • Swap stories, experiences, and ideas (not necessarily advice) around our shared love of books for the most part, but also about the good things in life, in general. (For example, I intuit lots of animal and pet posts, tons of odes to hot beverages, and nature-themed pictures . . . just saying! 😄)
  • Discover new-to-you authors and books to read.
  • Find a little inspiration, thought-provoking conversation, and encouragement each and every day.

Just one of the super fun things that’s happening at The Cabin right now – an easy April reading challenge. All participants will get entered in a draw at the end of the month and one lucky participant, chosen at random will win a signed paperback of one of my books – winner’s choice of which title! Fun, right? Pop over and join in the conversation and fun today!

 **Do go into your account/settings right away and set up your notifications. (I don’t know about you, but I hate getting a hundred e-mails . . . not that I think The Cabin will be that busy, LOL, but just . . . it’s way nicer and more chill and cabin-like to get a daily e-mail with any new posts, then to be notified, for example, every time someone ❤️’s something you’ve said.) Put a few details in your profile, add a picture of yourself (or something you love). Have fun with it! (And remember, The Cabin is a privately owned place, LOL – no adware, no bots taking your info, no data mining). 

I can’t live at The Cabin, unfortunately (books to write, dogs to walk, and all that 😁 ) – but I will be there a lot. And don’t worry, even when I’m not around, The Cabin will have lots to keep you busy (and help you relax) with. 

I can’t wait to visit with you there! Enjoy! 

Something Old kicks off a NEW series!

Hello and happy March, everybody! I feel like I’m bursting with news this new year (although it makes me laugh that it’s March, yet I’m still in “it’s a new year!” mode). Anyway, without further ado, I’m ecstatic to announce the recent launch of my brand new book: SOMETHING OLD.

If you enjoy emotionally compelling stories about family relationships, women’s friendships, romance for women over forty, and the pets who bring us so much joy (and I know you do!😁 ), you’re going to love Madeline’s story about surviving heartbreak, starting over later in life, and finding home again. 

After crushing loss, could you find the strength to start again?

Madeline’s world caves in when her husband, daughter, and sister are ripped away in one fell swoop.

After three years of heartbroken limbo and loneliness, she realizes that to survive, she needs to fight her way back to some kind of life. If not for herself, then to honor her lost loved ones.

She throws her belongings into storage, sells her house, and heads to a new-to-her small town. There she invests every dime she has to open what had been her and her daughter’s shared dream: an upscale second hand, consignment, and upcycling store. It has to work, or else—No. She can’t think about that. It has to work.

The birth of Madeline’s heart-healing Second Chance Shop is not without pain, which she expected. And despite the ticking clock on whether the shop can support her, she is floored to find things she’d lost hope of ever experiencing again: laughter, dear friends—including a fat, slightly cantankerous cat and a distinguished old yellow lab—and surprising moments of joy.

She might even have a second chance for something as old as humanity itself: romantic love.

If she’s brave enough, that is—and if she can let go of talking with her deceased family and fully embrace living.
For your convenience, here are a wide variety of links. Unfortunately, I can’t include every country and vendor’s unique link. If you hail from a place not mentioned below, thank you so much for reading, and Something Old is available in your country and currency of choice! Just visit your favorite vendor and enter it in the search bar.

Even more exciting (well, to me, anyway, but also hopefully to you! 😀) is that Something Old kicks of a whole new series – The Second Chance Shop.

If you give Madeline’s story a try, I hope you love it in every way – and that it provides a nice escape for you.

As ever, thank you so much for reading! I appreciate your support very much.

Wishing you a wonderful, safe spring!
🥰 Ev

We Live in . . . Interesting Times

One of the interesting things (or potentially creepy, depressing, chilling things, LOL) about being a writer is that you often have snippets here and there that capture pivotal moments of your life, reflect on times past, and reveal former hopes, plans, and goals for the future.

Somewhere near the end of a year or the start of a fresh one, I usually sit down to pen (or type!) ruminations similar to those outlined above. I often start the process by skimming through past New Year’s thoughts. This year was no different, and . . . wow. Did late 2019/early 2020 Ev ever make me laugh! Here are a few comments that I find especially humorous in retrospect:

“There’s always a flip side to my grateful looking back and sunny looking ahead, however: shadows from past months. What year, after all, doesn’t hold hard times or carry some bad news? And 2019 was no exception.”

I thought 2019 was hard? If only I’d known what was coming, LOL. 

“In my personal life, there were (are) tough things to face and hard facts to reconcile with, none of which were fully resolved (because some things can’t really be, or at least not quickly), so no doubt they’ll rear their ugly heads again.”

Well, this is always true to some degree or another, isn’t it? Why did I even bother to write that down? (Okay, I’m being a bit facetious. The point of writing things like that down is to remind yourself of the truth of them.) 

“In the world at large, it’s a terrifying, tumultuous time in a lot of ways. I can find it excruciatingly difficult to not get overwhelmed by the news and/or social media, to not just feel . . . afraid.”

Um, I’m truly unsure (now) whether the above was an observation or a prediction…. 

Perhaps I shouldn’t chuckle at my sweet, naïve pre-2020, pre-COVID 19, pre-so-many-things self—and, okay, okay, I’ll stop joking around. In all seriousness, coming out of an even more challenging year, I found much to smile at (or wince about!) in last year’s jottings. Yet, I was also struck by the wisdom in some of my words, how my “takeaways” from our previous year are even more true today:

I’ve always believed that the small things in life are actually the big things—the things with the power to change us, to sustain us, to help us grow, and to be a comfort in hard times.” (And I’m incredibly grateful for all the things, namely not things at all—but people and pets—who sustained me through this year.)

And . . .

Politics change. What we as nations fear might finally, permanently, wipe us off the globe changes decade by decade (and, to date, thankfully, never has fully materialized or succeeded). What society holds dear—and demonizes—morphs radically, for better and worse, back and forth. Atrocities continue, yes—but there also continues to be people who stand up against them. (And may that ever be true, the latter numbers only growing stronger!)

But from time immemorial, what doesn’t change, hasn’t changed, and is true the globe over, in every culture, regardless of small variances in what the following “looks like,” is that we want our children to survive and thrive. We care about our families’ wellbeing. We value our friends. We want (need, crave) meaningful relationships. We long for connection. And sometimes, when there are no easy answers (and are there ever?), no fixes possible (corruption, illness, death, loss), we need stories that remind us that despite all seeming lost, awful, hopeless, or unredeemable . . . that’s only ever part of the story. The rub of human existence is that it’s all true: the ugly, awful, heartbreaking, atrocious . . . and the beautiful, awing, joy-giving, absolute sweet glory of . . . so many things. I feel challenged to write stories that explore such things, and I’m honored to have people respond to them, be encouraged by them.

So, perhaps my pre-2020 ponderings weren’t naïve, after all. Maybe they were exactly what I needed to write, reflect on, and commit to, going into a year where I had absolutely no idea what was ahead—which, really, if you think about it, is every year. I still believe the words I wrote a year ago, and they were a comfort—and a challenge—as I reread them today. 

As we send 2020 off (with a swift kick, LOL!), I hope your optimism, drive, and hope are strong.

Cheers to 2021, dear friends! May it be a kinder, gentler, less exhausting year all around—and if it’s not, let’s all commit to helping each other up when we fall down. 

Wishing you much joy, love, and peace—and a whole bunch of fun too! 

💕Ev 

Who’s Afraid of the Big Bad Brand?

Calling all writers,

What are you doing next Sunday? Joining me for a fun and super informative workshop? Yay! 🙂 I can’t wait!

On Sun. Nov. 15 at 2:00 p.m. PST, let me help take the ick out of the concept of branding & offer practical tips on building YOUR brand today. Find all the details and get tickets here.

Why the “ick,” you ask? Well, as I suspect some of you know too well and/or still feel, “branding” yourself as an author, artist or person can seem . . . sort of slimy. Fake. Insincere. Gimmicky. Too “corporate” or something . . . All things that I sum up as . . . ick. LOL.

I definitely had some misconceptions (and negative associations) with the term, but when I figured out what branding for authors actually is, I grew a whole lot more comfortable with it and say (without exaggeration) that understanding (and embracing) brand has made my writing life easier and more rewarding in several surprising ways.

If you’d like a sneak peek at what changed my attitude about branding and an introduction to what we’ll be discussing in the workshop, please check out my recent guest post on Anne R. Allen’s blog, which is a wonderful resource for all things writing-related.

Just some of the things we’ll be discussing in more depth live during the workshop:

• Why every author needs a brand.

• What brand is and isn’t.

• How to determine what your brand is. (You probably already have one, just need to recognize it as such and consciously work to hone and build it.)

• How having a clear brand—and sticking to it and enhancing it—will help find you loyal, voracious readers.

• How knowing your brand can be a map to follow in terms of deciding future projects and a light to guide your marketing and promotion activities.

• What “on brand” means—and why keeping everything you do marketing and promotion-wise on brand is crucial!

• Why you might want a pen name or two or, or, or . . . (and why you might not!)

Appropriate for writers of every form and genre, this workshop will be particularly valuable to those who are new to publishing or who have a few published books but haven’t done a lot (if any) formal work on identifying and building their brand.

Please bring any questions you have!

Sign up here.

Special thanks to The Federation of BC Writers for sponsoring this workshop and being such a great support to writers across BC, the Yukon, and beyond.

#fbcw #fbcwevents #writersworkshop #eventsforwriters #write #bcwriters #yukonwriter s#writersevents

On Sun. Nov. 15 at 2:00 p.m. PST, let Ev Bishop help take the ick out of the concept of author branding & offer practical tips on building YOUR brand!

Sneak Preview of Christmas Dreams

Hello and happy greetings, all!

I’m super excited this week because after a long year of much work, planning, dreaming, and, of course, writing (not to mention editing and editing and proofing and proofing), launch day for CHRISTMAS DREAMS is just one month out!  To celebrate the start of the 30 day countdown to its book birthday, I thought I’d share a sneak preview.

I hope you have a great time meeting Stevie and enjoy these first chapters, immensely,

🙂 Ev

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Chapter 1

Stevie glared at the most recent text message then jabbed her phone with angry thumbs. She was aware even as she responded that the fury flooding through her was merely a cover for the wave of deep, desperate sadness threatening to drown her. “Are you sure?” she typed.

A response came immediately. Three frowning faces and one word. “Absolutely.”

Then. “I’m sorry.”

Stevie’s stomach churned. Her sister Jo was the most level-headed, loyal, dependable person Stevie had ever known except for their adoptive mom, Maddie. She would never in a million years lie or stretch the truth or tease about something like . . . this. “Have to go,” she finally typed. “Will msg soon.”

No reply, but Stevie hadn’t expected one. She set her phone down on her RV’s little dinette table, and for the first time ever, its vintage laminate surface—cream with gold stars—failed to cheer her.

She pressed her clenched fists into her tightly closed eyes, hard. “Do not cry,” she muttered. “Do. Not.”

She forced some deep breaths—hard work over the choking lump in her throat—then slowly, resolutely got back to her feet.

People always asked what her glitch was. Why she was so jaded. Well, this was why. This was what hoping got you. This was what trusting did.

Jed was supposed to be one of the good guys. He’d gotten past her defenses. Gotten past all their defenses.

She pivoted and took one step to reach the custom-built chest freezer with its lid that did double duty as counter space when she needed to roll out dough. Opening the freezer, which held very little except for one precious thing taking up almost all the room, Stevie’s eyes swam despite her iron resolve.

Looking down, it was like the fondant creation of doves and ribbons mocked her. She lifted the cake out and moved to the RV’s door. It was slightly ajar because she’d been airing the RV after simmering three different sauces all morning. Kicking the door open with one foot, she lifted the cake high above her head, then heaved it forward.

It dropped heavily and smashed open on the frozen snow-packed earth. Destroyed layers of decadent chocolate and soft vanilla cream revealed a sweet, delicate fruit and custard center. A murder of crows—what an appropriate name, Stevie thought, darkly amused—scattered in shock from their perch in the barren arms of a nearby tree, then settled on the ground close by and hopped over to feast.

Nowhere near finished, Stevie went back to her tiny design marvel of a kitchen and opened a cupboard to pull out the “surprise.” Easing the box top off, she stared down at Jed and, more importantly, Alissa—in perfect miniature detail. Taking in her little sister’s beaming heart-shaped face, with her wide brown eyes and pretty bobbed hair—so open, so trusting, so deserving of so much better than . . . Jed, Stevie’s breathing was once more threatened by burning outrage and tears she wouldn’t let escape.

A tiny bride and groom smiled up, hands clasped, and arms lifted in joy and victory. They were an exact replica of Alissa and Jed, created by a genius cake topper designer from photos Stevie had taken when they’d announced their engagement.

Stevie reached forward, about to grab Jed by the neck—but suddenly couldn’t follow through. What if she accidentally damaged mini Alissa somehow? Even if Alissa didn’t know this item existed, Stevie couldn’t bear hurting her even by accident, effigy or not. She resealed the box, slid it back into the cupboard, then did the next best thing.

She rummaged for the generic cake topper—Plan B, purchased in case the special order didn’t turn out or arrive in time. Grabbing her sharpest paring knife and a cutting board, she plunged the blade through Jed’s plastic core. How apt. He’d fooled everyone into thinking his heart—and affections—were real.

She snapped pictures of the impaled groom, withdrew her knife, and strode to the doorway. Throwing Jed onto the wrecked cake, she took a few more photos. The majority of the crows flapped off in a tizzy of black wings, cawing and shrieking in annoyance. Two crows weren’t scared off by the falling groom, however, and continued to greedily devour the cake around him. They were a particularly good, if macabre, addition to the photos.

She would never show these pics to poor Alissa, of course. But Jed? She’d send them to him, all right—with the wish she could land a hard punch to somewhere tender at the same time.

“How could you?” she typed. “Alissa is worth a billion of you. You . . .” Stevie had no more words, but that didn’t matter. Actions spoke more honestly and clearly than any of the most eloquent speeches. Jed would get her point. She hit send. Then went to each picture and hit send and send again.

Finally, still buzzing with stress, she replied to Jo again, as promised. First, with the pictures.

To which she received a flurry of texts, including one that said, “Do not, under any circumstances, send those to Alissa, or Hailey, or Mom.”

“Of course not. Unlike Jed, I’m not a callous idiot or worse.”

Before Jo could agree or disagree with that statement, Stevie got to the real guts of the matter. “What are we going to do? What does Alissa need?”

Chapter 2

 Waiting for Jo to reply with a concrete plan, Stevie spent some time beating herself up and second-guessing her recent choices. If only she was parked and living in their hometown Granite Ridge right now, the way she so often was. Instead, she was just returning from an extended season cooking at a fishing lodge in British Columbia. When the wedding was on, meeting up with everyone at the venue instead of going to Granite Ridge first made sense and saved her some travel hours. Now she wished she’d done everything differently. If she was in town, she would’ve shown up at her mom’s house to help out.

She could, of course, call her mom or Hailey to get instructions about what to do next herself, instead of depending on Jo for guidance, but she didn’t want to distract them from helping Alissa in whatever ways they could.

Pacing her RV’s narrow space, Stevie perused the photos she’d taken of the demolished wedding cake. Her response to the news that Jed had broken up with Alissa and called off their Christmas Eve wedding was justified. Yet reviewing the destruction of that iconic symbol of love and hope for the future didn’t give her any satisfaction. If anything, it made her feel worse. She prayed awful Jed wouldn’t message Alissa about the cake and his murdered mini-him. It would only make kind, tender-hearted Alissa even sadder.

Dang it! Why hadn’t Jo messaged back already? What was keeping her? Not being able to do something, anything, was maddening. Unconsciously, Stevie glanced toward Ed’s bed, which she hadn’t been able to bring herself to part with yet. If he was still around, at least she’d have him to talk to or take for a walk or something to get her mind off . . . everything.

With that thought, the tears Stevie had been fighting since Jo’s first text earlier that afternoon won. She cried silently, her body rigid and still. It was something she’d learned how to do too many years ago to count: let her emotions escape without a telltale sound or movement. No one who happened to walk past her home on wheels and glance in the window would know she was sobbing.

Some of her tears were for herself. She had to be honest and admit that even if it showed what a selfish jerk she was. She couldn’t help it. Alissa and Jed had been a couple who’d given her hope that good guys existed, and love could be real. Proof that no matter how crappy your background was, you could rise above it.

Most of her tears were genuinely for Alissa though, triggered by deep sorrow for what her sister must be feeling, frustration at being powerless to fix anything for her, and worry. Stevie knew Alissa had all the grit she needed and then some to get through this. She just hoped Alissa could see past her pain and know it as well.

It wasn’t fair. Little Alissa had already gone through enough loss for a lifetime. Little Alissa. Stevie almost smiled, seeing the eye roll Alissa would give if she’d heard that thought. But she couldn’t help thinking of her that way. Even though her sister was twenty-five-years-old now and a certified teacher to boot, she was somehow still the innocent, no-idea-how-great-she-was kid Stevie had first met all those years ago, when Alissa was ten and Stevie, thirteen. Just like how Hailey was perpetually eight in Stevie’s mind, and Jo would always be a super cool fifteen to her awkward, lame thirteen. It was weird with siblings how that happened, you all grew up—or mostly did, Stevie thought, making a face at herself. Yet, you all stayed kids around each other too in that way siblings do, for better or worse.

Alissa struggled with abandonment and self-worth issues like they all did in various ways. No matter how much you grow as a person or strive to work through them, some things are so deeply formative that even when you no longer let them define you, they’re forever a shadow side of you, shaping your view of the world and your place in it. With her deep fear of loss, letting herself love Jed had been a big deal. That he knew Alissa lost her parents and bounced around from home to home before she arrived at Maddie’s, yet still took all her trust and selfless, generous care, and promised her forever, only to reject her and throw it back in Alissa’s face? Well, as the cake and plastic groom incident might’ve hinted, it made Stevie want to—

Her phone buzzed, and she snatched it up with relief. Too much time in her head was never good. She read Jo’s text and replied. “You got it. I’ll be there.”

Another message popped back almost immediately. “I’m so sad about the change in circumstances surrounding our visit, but at least our whole family’s going to be together again. I can’t wait to see you!”

Stevie didn’t waste time wondering if going up to Cedar Mountain Lodge as originally planned was a good idea or a terrible one. If that’s what Alissa wanted and needed, to make what was supposed to be a celebratory getaway into a journey of mourning and saying goodbye—and hopefully a cathartic, healing time with her sisters—she and the rest of her sisters, her family, would make it so.

She closed her eyes briefly. Even though this Christmas marked the fifteenth anniversary of Maddie bringing them together, the miracle of it never lost its shine. No matter what else happened in her life, no matter how she’d probably never scrounge up the courage to take a romantic risk herself—regardless of how she sometimes dreamed of a husband and children to love and take care of—she had this. Had them: Jo, Hailey, Alissa, Maddie, and Maddie’s mom, Nan Claire. It was the kind of thing Stevie always imagined as a lonely kid, nose constantly in a library book, waiting on her mom who so seldom—then never—came home. Imagined, but never dreamed actually possible. She was blessed in so many ways, and she knew all too well that the nuclear family she sometimes fantasized about and yearned for was often just that: a fantasy. That the reality of family was, if you could forgive the pun, all too often nuclear. What you loved could blow up and be lost forever, damaging you irreparably. It was exactly why she didn’t want to take chances or rock the boat she’d found herself in.

She shook her arms, then stretched, eyes wide open again. All this lollygagging wouldn’t do. There was a plan now! She had to get her butt in gear. Lists of all that needed to be done before she hit the road in the morning filled her head, but most importantly—

“Exactly how I feel, Jo!” she typed and sent.

Then, wracking her brain for something, anything, she could say to Alissa that might be of comfort or cheer—and feeling extra terrible when she came up empty because Alissa, like Hailey, was a words girl—she settled with sending a string of heart emoticons, the promise she’d see her the next day as originally scheduled, and the suggestion, “We can spend the week planning his slow and painful death.” She nodded with satisfaction once the last bit was sent. Maddie would be level-headed and eternally supportive. Jo would be logical and comforting. Alissa would be all heart. Stevie would rein in her rage the best she could, but someone, she thought, should let Alissa know revenge was an option. She was only half-joking.

But now, Stevie had food to make. She’d lived through puberty, first crushes, date disasters, and tons of other silly, serious, and sublime moments with Alissa. “Crazy comforting cheesy mac”—so named by Alissa when she was sixteen or so and doing remedial work one summer so she wouldn’t be held back in school—was definitely on the menu.

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The mountains and trees hugging the highway were blanketed in white, and while the roads were in decent shape, fresh snow was falling. Stevie hoped it would let up before Maddie and Nan started their drive up.

Turning into Cedar Mountain Lodge’s huge parking area and following the signs toward a designated area for overnight parking, Stevie couldn’t help gawking. Even though the next weeks would no doubt be excruciating in a lot of ways, the surrounding scenery was magical. So pretty it almost hurt. Towering cedars draped in white robes stretched into a gorgeous purple-blue sky. The ancient mountain ranges formed a protective bowl around the magnificent lodge and surrounding ski village, which were lit up with a dazzling array of Christmas lights and twinkled like Santa’s workshop. And the snow! The snow! It sparkled in the bright winter sun like a blanket of diamonds as far as the eye could see, a white so clean and pristine it was almost startling.

Stevie pulled to a stop at a gate and lowered her window to show the attendant her ID and the reservation number on her phone.

The guy, big and bearded, looked about her age and had a friendly smile. “I haven’t seen your rig before. Work or play?”

Stevie grinned. She’d expected some variation of a similar question. No doubt, many of the folks camped up here were seasonal workers who moved around the country, working at this lodge or another, as she often did.

“No, it’s my little sister’s wedding—” The words died on her tongue. What an idiot she was! What if she made an insensitive slip like that in front of Alissa? “I’m here to, I mean as, a guest,” she finished haltingly after an awkward beat.

The man looked curious at her weird delivery but shrugged. “Well . . . enjoy yourself, all right?”

Stevie nodded, then eased toward the spot where she’d been directed. The sites had full service. Bonus. Her vintage motorhome—1986 Toyota Sunraders for the win, baby!—was set up for off-grid living and had a generator. Considering the nightmare the next twelve days were likely to be, it was a relief that she could just plug in and be set.

Before she got out of her vehicle, she leaned forward and rested her forehead on the steering wheel. Seeing Alissa heartbroken and not being able to do a darn thing about it was going to do her in. She wasn’t like her sisters. She had none of Jo’s deep, calming competence. None of Alissa’s sweetness or gentle, naturally soothing demeanor. Not a drop of Hailey’s uncanny ability to read people in a glance and know intuitively exactly what they needed.

As always, no matter how she tried to fight it, when thinking about all her inadequacies, especially in light of her talented, brilliant, warm, and sensitive sisters, icy fingers of fear and self-loathing poked tender inner bruises. One day they’d realize that all the strengths they insisted she had were merely projections from their overly kind hearts—qualities they wished for her, not any that she actually possessed. And then they wouldn’t love her anymore. Maddie still would—because she was a softie for a lost cause, obviously.

For a moment, the temptation to restart the motorhome’s engine and retreat the way she’d come almost overpowered her.

The worst part of her desire to bail was that her stupid, lovable sisters would be so understanding if she did. Alissa would muster a smile, despite her grief, and say she totally “got it.” Jo would sigh resignedly—but with sympathy—and say Stevie should do whatever she needed for her own mental health. And it wouldn’t just be passive-aggressive bullshit. She’d actually mean it. Hailey, ever the peacemaker, would nod at whatever Jo and Alissa said, then step up her game and help Alissa in every possible way, always trying to make up for other people’s failings.

Maddie would encourage her to reconsider—but would ultimately affirm Stevie’s choice and tell her she’d love and support her no matter what.

Stevie banged her forehead lightly against the steering wheel. Running the minute something was hard—or heck, just not fun—was something her mother would do. She was not her mother’s daughter! Or she was, but she was also Maddie’s. She was Maddie’s daughter too. She was.

And if Maddie had taught Stevie anything, it was that the only real way forward in hard times was to help others and focus on trying to be the good in the world. It was hard to imagine someone as inconsequential as herself having any real power, but still . . . she would persevere, do what she could, and hope it was enough.

Not necessarily feeling better, but definitely feeling resolved again, Stevie climbed out of her home, plugged it in, and turned the stove, heater, and pump on inside. Then filling a bag to bursting with goodies for Alissa—but keeping the Christmas presents she had for everyone else stashed where they were, so they’d be secrets until the big day, or quiet day, maybe—she set off to find her sisters. They should all be there by now.

Chapter 3

Even though it was a relief for Stevie to be with her sisters again, to see that they were fine and that no one had disappeared or become unalterably changed in her absence, dinner was a sad affair. So sad, in fact, that she felt bad for the wait staff.

The handsome guy serving them had, understandably, thought four young women dining at a place like Cedar Mountain Lodge would mean a festive mood, friendly flirting, quite-possibly tipsy laughter from their end. He realized his mistake with shame-faced speed and quickly matched their somber tone. While his service remained impeccable, he assumed an almost embarrassed air around them.

If only Maddie was there. Her soothing presence would’ve made things much better straightaway. As it was, the way everyone picked at their meals, herself being the only exception—she practically inhaled the seafood pie she’d ordered—they probably should’ve stayed in Alissa’s suite and just shared the cheesy mac Stevie had brought for her. However, none of them had wanted to gobble up Alissa’s “treat.” Although Alissa had been her gracious self when she accepted the abundance of comfort food Stevie had made for her (the pasta being only the start) and put it into her room’s mini-fridge, Stevie was kicking herself. She’d brought a ton of food. Food! Yes, it was a great solace in hard times and maybe the best way of bringing people together in good times . . . but in light of what Alissa was suffering, it was meaningless. She wished she could do . . . more. Just always. More.

It was still early when they finished eating, and Hailey asked if anyone was interested in going for drinks at Granite Bar. Jo and Alissa begged off, but Stevie, who would’ve been happiest if they all gathered in her RV or in someone’s room to chat into the wee hours, quickly agreed. She’d take sister time, whatever it looked like.

As she and Hailey got their coats on, Jo apologized one more time for being too tired to visit longer. Stevie just laughed. “We’re getting old, hey?”

“Oh, yeah, ancient.”

“Wait, one more thing,” Stevie said before Jo made her getaway.

Jo smiled and raised an eyebrow. “What’s that?”

“Still work for me to use your bathroom every so often?” Stevie had asked to take advantage of Jo’s full-size shower and tub at the lodge before—but prior to the whole Jed dumping Alissa debacle. It would be totally understandable if it was the last thing on Jo’s mind, but Stevie hoped it would still be a go. It was the only part of RV living that occasionally got old. Her shower “stall” was incredibly narrow even for a dwarf like her, and the “tub” it sprayed into was really a small basin, only suitable for standing in.

“Absolutely. Any time.”

Stevie watched her stylish older sister depart, looking every inch the sophisticated lawyer she was, even in her casual outfit of well-cut jeans, a fitted sweater, and gorgeous boots. She glanced down at her own “signature” winter outfit—a gray hoodie and yoga pants. The only way it varied from her spring, summer, and fall look is that she sometimes sported a long-sleeve T-shirt instead of a tank top or wore jeans if she was feeling really dressy. What could she say? She liked to be comfortable and favored clothes you could work in for hours. Plus, there was the added bonus that clothes like this made you virtually invisible. With her hair scraped back in a messy topknot or tight ponytail and in her always clean but nondescript garb, no one gave her a second glance. Precisely what she preferred.

Granite Bar was crowded and loud, with a great band and delicious scents wafting from the kitchen. She was tempted to check out their menu, despite having just eaten. It was the kind of place Stevie would’ve usually enjoyed to the hilt. Now, however, though she’d been ecstatic that Hailey wanted to hang out, she realized she wasn’t in the mood for a party atmosphere. They chatted over a drink and caught up, both more than a little blue about Alissa’s situation.

A guy from the band named Nick, who Stevie knew from high school, wandered over to say hi. He expressed obvious interest in Hailey, who equally obviously returned it. Stevie had to smile at Hailey’s slightly starstruck expression—even while she felt more than a little shocked. How could Hailey think of romance when how badly relationships always went was so crystal clear at the moment?

Increasingly twitchy and desperately in need of a walk to burn off energy, after Hailey and Nick had danced a few times, Stevie asked if Hailey was ready to head out.

Hailey darted a glance toward Nick, and Stevie caught the look.

Normally, Stevie would never leave one of her sisters alone at a bar. Still, Nick was a known quantity—and a genuinely good guy—so when Hailey insisted Stevie go ahead without her, she did.

The rush of cold air, silence, and bright stars overhead that greeted Stevie as she emerged from the bar were a relief, but she knew without a sprinkle of doubt that sleep was hours and hours away. Usually, that wouldn’t bother her in the slightest, but these days all the solitude she enjoyed wasn’t as satisfying somehow. She shook her head. No doubt, the annoying itch of weird longing for something she couldn’t quite articulate (or didn’t want to, more like it!) was just a side effect of her sadness over losing Ed. Without him to curl up beside and read with, the call of her snug little home on wheels was less appealing than usual. She nodded to herself. Yes, that was it—and that was all it was.

She’d hoped that being clear of the bar’s hyper energy would mellow her out, but nope. She was still antsy and decided that the walk she’d mentioned to Hailey was still on the menu. Definitely. She’d explore the lodge grounds and surrounding ski village and hopefully burn off some of her anxious energy.

As she started out, she was shocked by the temperature difference from when she’d arrived that afternoon and now. The sun hadn’t felt warm, but now that it was dark, it was obvious it had been giving off some heat, after all. She loosened her hair and let it fall around her shoulders to keep the back of her neck warmer. Then she buttoned up the wool pea coat she’d thrown on over her sweatshirt before leaving the RV for dinner. The pretty moss green jacket was too light a weight for this weather—or so she now knew, anyway—but it had been a gift from Maddie. She wanted her family to see her wearing it, so they’d know she appreciated it.

Kitty-corner from the lodge’s main entrance, soft music tinkled from a bar with an old-fashioned sign that announced, “Jackson’s Public House.” Warm yellow light shone onto the snow from its slightly steamy mullioned windows. Drawn by the cozy image, Stevie crossed the street and meandered toward it, sticking to the well-shoveled sidewalk that fronted a little row of specialty shops. Each was closed up and dark inside, but their exteriors were aglow with Christmas bulbs. Her breath formed huge feathery plumes of white in the night air, and—whew, it was brisk.

She decided that despite how pretty the night was, she wouldn’t venture about for much longer—would only go as far as Jackson’s front entrance to see if there was a menu posted by the door. She was curious about whether the quaint looking establishment actually offered good old school pub fare. She’d barely reached the rear corner of the building, however, when a sudden commotion stopped her in her tracks.

A big metal door—invisible until it slammed open and bright white kitchen light spilled across the dark courtyard—crashed against the pub’s brick exterior. A woman blasted out. Throwing off an apron and swearing a blue streak, she stormed past Stevie like she wasn’t even there.

An equally irate man in a black chef’s coat appeared in the doorway. Backlit by the fluorescent light pouring from behind him, his features were invisible in the darkness. He was like a furious shadow as he yelled, “Don’t bother to come back when you’re ‘sorry.’ You’re done!”

He took a few angry strides after the woman as if despite his big words, he already regretted her departure. The woman was long gone, though—and since she hadn’t been wearing a coat, Stevie understood her speed.

The man, evidently as oblivious to Stevie’s presence as the woman had been, raged into the night, “Are you freaking kidding me?”

Stevie smiled to herself. It was hard not to sympathize with a guy who, at the height of anger, used “freaking” as his curse word of choice.

The man locked his hands against the back of his head and stared out into the empty night, his bent elbows like rigid wings on either side of his face. Weirdly, there was something familiar about this position and his body language in general.

After a long minute, he dropped his clenched hands abruptly, and his shoulders sagged. “What am I going to do now?” he muttered.

Come to think about it, even the guy’s voice rang a bell.

What?” he snapped, turning toward her like she’d said something—which she hadn’t. So maybe he’d seen her all along, had just been too preoccupied to acknowledge her. “Unless you’re trained kitchen help, bugger off.”

Knowing from personal experience that most cooks are at least partially mad, Stevie wasn’t put off by the rudeness. Had she worked with him somewhere before? If yes, it had to have been a good while back.

“That’s exactly what I am, actually.” She stepped out of the shadows and stuck her hand out, about to introduce herself—because, hey, connections in the culinary world were always good—just as he moved back into the full light streaming from the kitchen. And then they both went rigid with surprise.

What the— Now she wanted to be the one who swore! Was this some terrible cosmic joke?

He looked as face-punched as she felt—which made no sense.  She, after all, was the injured party all those years ago.

“Stevie . . . Fox?” The voice that had seemed so familiar was now a dry, shocked croak.

She didn’t see how she could believably deny it. “Jackson Basset,” she replied. “What are the chances?”

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Want to learn more about SOUL SISTERS AT CEDAR MOUNTAIN LODGE, the series Christmas Dreams belongs to? Excellent decision because I think you’ll find it’s like a box of your favorite chocolates. Why enjoy just one when you could devour the whole bunch?? 🙂  Check it out here.

A brand new small town contemporary Christmas romance series! My favorite!

 

Exciting news alert! After a long year of happy work and much back and forth, I’m ecstatic to announce the launch of a very exciting project I’m honored to be a part of: a 5-author Christmas holiday romance series with Tammy L. Grace, Violet Howe, Judith Keim, and Tess Thompson.

While the stories are complete fiction, the premise that kicks off the series—how four unconnected girls and an amazing woman and her mom find each other and become family—is very near and dear to my heart and to my personal experience.

Let me present to you (with much happy noise and fanfare!), SOUL SISTERS AT CEDAR MOUNTAIN LODGE.

I’m also thrilled to let you know you can read Book 1, Christmas Sisters, FREE. It’s available wherever eBooks are sold. Please spread the word!

Books 2 – 6 will be release a week apart in October, 2020, starting October 1 with Christmas Kisses. If you, like me, are bad at waiting, LOL, you can preorder them all now!

 

Random circumstances brought them together. Love made them family.

When a terrible accident takes Madeline Kirby’s husband and only child, the school guidance counselor is sure she can’t go on. Left behind with nothing but her work and an empty heart, she vows to survive Christmas by reaching out to comfort someone else who knows similar pain.
Fostering four motherless children for the holidays is supposed to be temporary, but as Maddie tends to defensive Stevie, distrustful Jo, delicate Alissa, and frightened little Hailey, the ache in her own heart slowly becomes bearable. And before the season of giving comes to an end, it becomes clear that life intended for them to find each other.

Enjoy these soul sisters’ first Christmas together in Christmas Sisters, a free prologue novella – then catch up with each of them individually, fifteen years later.

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Christmas Kisses by Judith Keim.  (You’ll get it October 1.)

Can Hailey learn to trust?

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Christmas Wishes by Tammy L. Grace.  (You’ll get it  October 8.)

Can Jo find the courage to take a chance?

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Christmas Hope by Violet Howe. (You’ll get it October 15.)

Are you ever too old for new love?

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Christmas Dreams by ME! 💕 (You’ll get it October 22.)

Will all Stevie’s dreams go up in smoke?

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Christmas Rings by Tess Thompson. (You’ll get it October 29.)

Sometimes you have to cut your losses, even if it breaks your heart.

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Early reviews for this series are making me happy dance and I do hope you’ll join in on the fun. It’s been a hard and surreal year in a lot of ways, for a lot of people, and a regular theme in readers’ comments is what a welcome respite and much needed happy break these heartwarming stories are—a comment that touches me immensely, no matter how often I hear it.

In other Soul Sisters at Cedar Mountain Lodge related news, I’m thrilled to invite you to Soul Sisters Book Chat, a cozy little spot to meet with kindred spirits and talk *everything books* (my favorite thing, as you all know 😊) and other cheering stuff. If you’re looking for a safe, fun place to relax and decompress (and find new books to read and potential friends), Soul Sisters Book Chat  is for you. I hope you’ll join! 💕

Last but not least . . . what would an exciting new series release be without a big party to celebrate?! Join me, Tammy, Violet, Judy and Tess for a fun chat and prizes to kick off Soul Sisters at Cedar Mountain Lodge! The event is an online event in our private Facebook group and will start at 4pm Pacific/7pm Eastern. Please join the group and then check out the event page.

All right, that’s enough out of me for today!

Have a wonderful week and very happy reading,

Ev

Longing for the lake

I’m writing a scene in my current novel and basing it on my favorite lake, a spot I’ve been missing desperately this cold, wet summer. (I’ve only been out there three times this year! Unheard of for me!) Anyway, revisiting it in fiction reminded me of a column that I loved from my old Terrace Standard writing days and I thought I’d re-share it here. If you, like me, are missing your favorite summer haunt this year, perhaps this will help ease your longing. 💕

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Canim Lake July 2020 2

Not “my” lake, but another very beautiful one. 

I haven’t gone to the lake much this summer and my impatience for heat and cloudless skies is consuming me. Lakelse Lake Picnic Site has always been a big part of my summer. It’s true that it’s beautiful and worthy of visiting in any season, any weather, but I long for the heat that makes going to the lake seem the only sensible thing to do.

 
I moved to Terrace in 1979. Driving into town that first time, I was horrified. Had we moved back to Kamloops? The lawns had the same parched, burnt to beige color. Every strip of dirt was hard baked clay. My legs stuck to the ivory vinyl seats of the station wagon and my hair was wet on my neck and glued by sweat to my forehead. It was HOT.
 
My brother and I unpacked our rooms and tried to explore, but it was too warm. For days we lived in our sprinkler and wading pool. Then water restrictions ruled; no sprinkler all day. We could fill the pool once daily, but a whole day of three kids playing in one small pool quickly creates a grass and dead bug infested mess. It lost its appeal. One day, our mother, driven to desperation by the heat and our constant whining, announced we were going to the lake.
 
A lake? Finally something that sounded interesting. We packed up chips, green grapes, and sand toys and off we went. Our legs still stuck to the vinyl seats but now it didn’t seem as complaint worthy. Plus, though they stung if you lifted them too quickly, they made farting noises if you lifted them slowly. Endlessly amusing.
 
“We’ll never get there,” we moaned eventually. Then suddenly we were at the top of a hill, and what could we see shimmering blue between the trees and mountains in the distance? Could it be?
 
“Look guys, there’s the lake,” my mom confirmed.
 
“HOORAY,” we yelled. (It would become our tradition to repeat those exact words, with feverish glee, every time we spotted the lake in the future.)
 
Walking the paved path to the graveled picnic area and coming upon the incredible, huge fairy story trees and the glimmering expanse of water that looked golden in the afternoon sun made me, for the first time, think that maybe, just maybe, this living in Terrace idea could be okay.
 
We visited the lake almost every day for the rest of the summer. We’d work all morning (my mom could bribe us to do almost anything with promise of a lake trip), and by afternoon it would be so hot that even she wouldn’t feel like working. Thus started a habit I’ve kept for over thirty years: hit the lake as soon and as often as possible.
 
Now when I sit on the rough bark of a natural tree bench that I’ve visited for years, squishing sand through my toes, my mind and my body remember my childhood.
 
In the water I am forever eight. My feet delight in the soft-as-silk rippled sand under the water. I still alligator walk and do dolphin dives and continuous back rolls; I can’t help myself. I still know the disgusting but hilarious feeling of a handful of lake bottom on my back or head. A weed grabbing my ankle still makes me shriek, and the underwater whine of boat engines still creeps me out. I daydream about mermaids.
 
Staring up at the sky, I realize that visiting this spot is the most consistent thing in my life. The water has seen every bathing suit I’ve owned. Every person I’ve tried to be or thought I was has walked the beach. I was a child here and a dream-filled teen. This site has known my friends, boyfriends, and husband. I’ve been pregnant on its sands and nursed my newborns in its huge trees’ shade. My children played here—and now I come to its shores and splash in the waves with my adult son and my daughter and her husband.
 
The drive is shorter to me now that I’m an adult, my car has cloth seats that I don’t stick to, and often I’m alone. But when I get to that certain place on the hill, I still announce, “There’s the lake!” and my whole body feels it: HOORAY. Yeah, this living in Terrace idea is a pretty good one after all.
 
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“Lake Days” originally ran in the Terrace Standard in July 2001, but in light of the beautiful weather we’ve enjoyed this year I thought it was a lovely one to share once more, edited slightly to adjust for the passage of even more years–and my editors agreed. Thus it was reprinted in the Standard August 25th, 2015. I hope it triggers fond memories of your own childhood. Enjoy these last long days of summer, everyone—and get thee to the lake! ~ Ev

August 8, 2020 update: As you know, I just shared this piece again on my blog today. What can I say? It is still my favorite of favorite places, only made more special by how little it changes over time, while everything else morphs at a crazy pace. Case in point, and beyond special, I now share my timeless beach with two little grandsons who seem well on their way to adoring it as much as I do.